I'd find your closest feed mill and see if they have a list you can order from. Many do and way cheaper as no shipping costs.
Chickens are therapeutic to hundreds of thousands of people so sometime just think about trying a different way.
Chickens are therapeutic to hundreds of thousands of people so sometime just think about trying a different way.
I am SO sorry you have had this horrible experience. Nobody knows but you whether you can do chickens right now or not, it's entirely your choice. I can hear how sad and hurt and disappointed you are. Look up your state thread here and see if you can sell the ones you have remaining. Some day you may want to try again. And when you do, pay very close attention to the cost per chick. I never pay more than $3 or $4 per chick. I have bought from Meyer Hatchery and Mt. Healthy with very good results. I'm sure there are others. We will be here for you when you do. Blessings to you!