I don't know but I was just about to post whether anyone has ever just, pardon the pun, chickened out on the butchering.
I feel like, at this stage of my life, if I am going to continue eating meat, I should take responsibility for what that entails. And aside from that, I won't purchase meat from a grocery - and we don't have a lot of sources around here for poultry.
However, when I spend the afternoon out by the barn and watch all those chickens just enjoying life and being chickens, and following me everywhere I go, and coming up to me to be petted, I don't know if I can do this. And our cornish will probably have to be done in about 10 days (the rangers a little longer). I feel so sorry for them. It's a horrible feeling for me to know that they will die because of US.
And all the while I'm thinking that if I can't pull off the butchering of the chickens, there is NO WAY I'll be able to pull off the butchering of the rabbits. I may wind up being a vegetarian after all.