All of this reading is making me feel hopeless and then, when I see supposedly respected breeders selling and showing birds from their MD-positive flocks, that makes me insanely angry, to think they are helping to cause all this heartache we are seeing on this thread and others. I'm going to have to find a way to feel about this, a philosophy about it, so I can stop obsessing over it. I don't feel as if I'm helping here. Quote speckledhen
Those people will be banned from the other side of Rainbow Bridge.
I know what you mean. It's hard to not obsess . Or not be angry. Bad things happen to animals all over the world. The abuse of helpless animals is unending.
Instead of causing myself depression-that I take lots of pills to prevent, I had to find a neutral ground in my mind. If I see something bad happening, I stop it. If someone needs help I help. The rest is to know that MY animals are well cared for and loved. I can control my own little Private Idaho (LOL). I stay home unless I go to see my horse or get feed. I spend hours in the back with all my chickens. Other people will have to live with themselves and their conscience. I will live with my conscience.
Cynthia, when I discovered Marek's, like others here, I became obsessed with learning and educating others. And being careful to listen rather than jump in and diagnose everything with Marek's. You really have to think about all your posts (65,000 or so) and how many have helped someone. How many people trust what you say. How many people you have made feel welcome. Your reputation has made you someone people listen to. Which is a great thing considering the subject of Marek's.
You have oh so unknowingly helped or saved many from anguish just by starting this thread. And I know what I'm talking about!
The thing that hurts me the most on BYC is when some new first time owner of chickens is just so full of joy and love for their chickens, then they start to lose them, and don't know why. They did everything right, they feed them well, their new coop cost them a small fortune. With Marek's, nothing compares with the devastation of losing chickens and the symptoms are so broad that it doesn't give you any clue as to what illness they have. Then there are those who give false hope because they have the Cure for Marek's.
Many many members are learning this Marek's stuff right along with you and save themselves a lot of pain. So maybe find some peace in who you are and the good you've done whether you're aware of it or not.
It's after midnight and I tend to get philosophical and type! Night.
Well, I didn't start the thread, I just bulldozed my way in to sassybirds' thread and hung in there, trying to finally make sense of this disease, if that's really even possible. I'm beginning to wonder. If someone really does follow me here, maybe they'll learn along with me. I hope so.
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Of course, everyone here knows I do not bring in birds. I got old Hawkeye about 8 years ago and he was 10 months old and healthy other than a few mismanagement issues from his former owner (lice, favus, malnutrition). Then, not long after, my friend Kate gifted me my now 6 1/2 yr old EE, June, as an 8 week old pullet, hatched from breeder eggs, also healthy, who was quarantined for two months. Let me tell you, it was
very hard to accept her, knowing what I know, but I did know her flock and took a calculated risk, asking her all the pointed questions before accepting June.
All others here over the years were either direct from hatchery shipments via local feed store brooder, hatching eggs from excellent breeders or hatched here from those birds.
So, if I get a MD-positive result with the final report, how would I know where it came from? Would I have to assume it was a freak wild bird transmission occurrence? Everyone sprays shoes when they come, but no one really ever comes here other than the mailman and he certainly doesn't go near my coops. Ladyhawk visits once or twice a year and she buys brand new shoes to use here. It would be one of those life mysteries whose ending I would be just stuck with, I suppose. No chickens have been near mine that haven't always been here unless they've been partying with the locals behind my back.
Stupid old woman across the street "free ranges" two young Golden Comets that I have no idea where she got them. I keep my gate closed, but they have gotten in the other day when it had to be open for awhile. Thankfully, my driveway is 200' long and they didn't make it far before DH herded them out and locked the gate, just inside the gate and started scratching around in the leaves. With this nasty disease and Ebola here now and everything else going on in the world, I'm contemplating that huge dome for my property, lol.
Is the Zombie Apocalypse here already?
ETA: I don't call her "stupid" for nothing. She really is a sandwich short of a picnic, trust me. I won't even try to explain biosecurity and disease to her-she thinks coyotes don't eat chickens so she probably thinks chickens cannot become ill, either.