Moving: Update!

Quote: I know, but I grew up next to my best friend in the whole world, and now there's not that much time to visit, cause he could come over when I was doing something and he was home, but not anymore. We still see each other every other day or so, but I miss him. I cling to him when I can... Lol. And we always get the "Oooooooh"s from everyone. Every body, GROW UP! Guys and girls can hug and it mean nothing more than missing each other and being best friends. Lol, we always get that. We tell them, but they just don't believe it i guess.
 
Well, I almost burned the house down last night! Lol. I REALLY don't know how to use the stove. NEVER leave me to cook ALONE for my g-ma. Lol. She just looked at me like "Why did you do that?"
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Hate it, tomorrow me and my mom and g-ma and best friend are going to a festival and I can't find a stupid box with a summer dress, It's supposed to be HOT tomorrow, and I want to wear a dress, ohhhh welllll..... I'll keep looking!
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OWWWWW! My back is killing me! We moved my computer desk over day before yesterday, and as we brought it up the final step, I fell, and it landed on top of me. My mom couldn't help me cause the desk was in between her and me. I really couldn't move for a min, but got up, now it hurts like heck! I hope I didn't damage anything important!
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OWWWWW! My back is killing me! We moved my computer desk over day before yesterday, and as we brought it up the final step, I fell, and it landed on top of me. My mom couldn't help me cause the desk was in between her and me. I really couldn't move for a min, but got up, now it hurts like heck! I hope I didn't damage anything important!
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Oh no!! Hope it feels better! Maybe a chiropractor if it gets serious?
 
Owwwwwwwwwwwww...! Still in major pain. Worked through the pain to be able to carry a bucket to do a water change in the fish tanks last night... Uh, yesterday the chickens (the three new ones) kept jumping over the fence and our neighbor came to the door three times to tell us the chickens were out. Fixed that with a 7' instead of 4' fence. My back is making it hard to do any thing. I got a new camera though, so that has given me something to do. My mom, as some of you might know, has a foot ulcer, so when my dad has a headache and/or is working, I'm left with everything. My mom can get up (although she isn't supposed to) but I make her lie down for her own sake. Our washer/dryer is still at the other house, so that is a daily challenge, but my mom dose the laundry, I get to go see my best friend whom I miss dearly, and all is well. I'm afraid that I will be hit with depression next month, as my friends and their whole family go over 1000 miles away ALL summer. It is hard to let go, and now that I don't get to see them as much anyway, it will be even harder. I can't get over the lonely feeling. I'm overwhelmed, and just need to let it go, but I can't. I mean, that house was 12 years of my life, and 6 years of my best friend living next door. I hope he knows how much I love him, and how much I appreciate his friendship over the years. I have NEVER had a friend like him. Nobody has a Jose, like mine. We refer to "The good 'ol days" all the time, it is sad. As I walk through the house, I "see" memories, and the love that was shared in that house. I remember teaching Jose to play the piano, and all the times he came over when I was sick or didn't feel good, just to watch t.v. with me. All the laughs shared in that house. All the love. To me, the hardest thing about letting that house go, is that most of my memories are there, although good and bad, I remember making my best friend when they moved in next door. My first job taking out the elderly neighbor's trash can. I remember my first crush, and my first time being crushed. And my current crush. All those times I wanted to say "Bye..... I love you." but didn't. I remember eating Doritos and my friend coming over and smelling my breath and knowing exactly what I ate. And all those nights in the hammock under the stars. All the heartache and worry, all the joy and happiness, all the sadness and loneliness, and so much more. That was not just a house, that was my life...

That's the best way I have been able to describe it all. Thanks to whoever reads this for listening...


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