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[qwackers]

Phew that's such a relief! Wow sounds like you are pretty good! I used to be able to read people like that but I'm so out of practice. Just just to do dinner but will reply properly later Ttfn! X x x

 

[qwackers]

Sorry that took such a long time Angus and I had a bit of a heated debate.

So where were we? Ah yes. You don't sound vain at all its amazing. A gift if you like! I take it you've heard of true blood seeing as it comes from your way. Your like a real version of Sookie Stackhouse minus the vampires. If by some chance you do have Eric please send him my way! Do you sound like her too!? You must do if you say "hot dang" haha, that made me giggle! Though she's Louisiana which I think from my pants geography of the US, is further down than you?

Anyway back to the Subject. I don't mind you asking about anything at all so go ahead! From what I know of 'spirit guides' I think that sounds abit urgh like wishy washy airy fairy mumbo jumbo so I just say guides, but whatever floats your boat. Yeah so what I understand of them is that they are similar to angels and any passed love ones. They basically keep an eye out for you and sometimes try to give you messages/hints about things that may be going on. I had a bit of a run in with Christianity when I was in primary school and basically it scared the living daylights out of me and I didn't want to know. But since I've worked in the shop the family who owns it are very religious but have shown me that not all Christians are scare mongers. But yeah so over the years I have kind of adapted my ways. For instance I would say that I'm sending a thought up to my guides, loved one's etc rather than saying pray. For some reason the word pray scares me! Sorry I'm going off track again. From the guides I have 'met' so far none are recent relations in my direct family line. Like my couple of Indian guys, some are past life related, others I'm not sure about why they are around. We have a whole group of them. They come and go depending on what you need to learn. It's been so long since I did anything involving it I can't really remember. The first person I 'met' was my 'brother' he was beautiful, I cried and cried during it. Was very odd! I felt warm and whole, like a had a huge cuddle from somewhere. I used to feel that randomly when I was growing up too, normally when I was unhappy or scared. But he's lumped in with the 'loved ones'. The first proper guide I met was sitting bull, and then my father from a past life white bull. Sitting bull told me that white bull was his son, I can't find a record of this but I know they seemed to refer to each other generally as their son's and daughters. So maybe it was that. I also had fleeting glimpses of the beautiful man I supposedly was married to. A few other guides i have that I don't know a lot about at the moment as the Indian guys pinched me for most of the time are, a nun - how ironic, an Italian man who did some kind of fighting with animals - at the time I thought bull fighting but that's Spain not Italy I think, wonder now if he was a gladiator. Also I remember briefly having a meeting with a really wealthy Indian man from India type Indian. And before I stopped it all a while back a Japanese man had just shown himself.
I found that all of a sudden i'd have a passion for a particular Subject and would feel I wanted to immerse myself in it. sometimes I'd feel really not with it and a bit woozy..apparently both these things are signs that a new guide is coming close.
If you do have an interest in past lives, a way to try and figure out when you may have already been here is to draw up a list if everything you love and see if you can group them into a particular time in history. similarly things you totally hate with a vengance could have some bad memory to do with a past life which sometimes can affect you in this one if it was that traumatic.
I think I believe in reincarnation. And similarly to what they believe in Buddhism I think that we keep coming back until we have learnt our lessons. But I dont think each time we evolve into something better like from a bug, to a cat, to an elephant, to a person. I think that's a bit silly. But then again the connection we have with some animals does make me wonder.

So closing off/down us pretty easy really. Again this kind of relates to eastern beliefs that we all have like a life force energy going through us. It comes up through the earth through our feet and up through us and out through the top one connecting us to 'them' or whatever. In our body there are 7 energy points called chakras. They are supposed to be spinning wheels of energy but I think you can picture them how you like really. Each has its own symbol and relates to something different and has different functions. Going from bottom to top you have the base chakra, which is around the groin area and is red - so then you could also read into what those colours mean too. The base is about being grounded to the earth. Next is the sacral chakra, it's orange and I think is to do with fertility etc as its just under your belly button. Next is the solar plexus, yellow in colour and is to do with confidence & creativity. Then you have the heart chakra which is green and located you guess it over your heart. This is to do with emotions and love etc. Then you have the throat chakra, which is turquoise, is obv in the throat and relates to communication. Then you have the third eye chakra on the center of your brow, this is deep blue and relates to our 'spiritual' minds and senses. Then the last at the top of the head is purple and I can't remember what it's called but this is the one that directly links us to 'the spirit world' so to speak. Also if you have any ailments in these particular areas it could mean your chakras are out if balance. So you have to envisage them and see if they are all spinning at what you feel is the right speed. If not then you can alter them. I've gone off on a tangent again. So yes closing down you can imagine all of these energy points and slam doors in them. I start from the top as it makes sense to me that the energy goes into the ground but you could do it the other way too. Imagine each one, then slam a big heavy door over it and bolt it. Do that for all of them. Alternatively you could imagine you are your favourite flower and that it's getting darker and colder and you are pulling all your petals tightly up around you keeping you safe. Or imagine you a wearing a beautiful gold or whatever colour cloak that when it's on nothing can get through, or imagine you are in a really strong bubble! When I first started doing all this stuff I was about 14/15 and when you first start you get a lot of 'psychic junk' just everyone trying to talk at you or get your attention. Soetimes I'd be trying to sleep and I'd just get all these images and voices, sometimes not nice and I'd have to use all the methods above to feel quiet and safe! I always liked the door one as I could really slam it!

Sorry this is so huge. I did warn you I could talk for hours about it and it's taken hours to type this on my phone! Oh well, has reignited my interest in it all.

 

[Megan Amber]

Equally sorry about the amount of time it has taken me to respond, also had a borderline heated debate with the parents followed by a long and rather depressing trip to Walmart ( do you have those there?) and then listening to the parents almost arguing. I am really kind of angry all my life everything I want has been delayed and put off and now that I am almost about to do something I want (go to school in July) the big announcement is that I am not because Dad wants us all close I get that but I keep waiting for people to consider what I want!,

So frustrated and yet I know I shouldn't be. Anyway sorry for ranting!

Lol! That's to funny about the Sookie thing, I have been related to her before by some people, I don't think I have the accent but then again I wouldn't really know. When I record me and the duckies I'll have to post the vid and then you can hear for yourself.

That makes total sense about the Guides, thanks for explaining! I always wanted to know about my past lives but can't seem to put finger on any of them, I'll have to make a list like you said. Always wanted someone to read them for me but never really trusted anyone to tell me the truth before.That's funny, but not really funny, that you were scared by church to, I was at the same age actually, went to my Grandmothers church and they started talking about hell and everything and that really terrified me, can't even put a real solid reason on why.

Ah yes the chakras! smfh (slapping my forehead) I can't believe I forgot about those! Thank you for taking the time to go back through them for me and explaining how to work them, are there side effects if you just shut down certain ones (hehe, kinda joking).You know I have always thought the readings we get have something to do with our stomachs bothering us so badly.

Your such an awesome person, really glad we met! Will be posting pictures of different photos I dug up on ccf tomorrow so you can see them, I will be showcasing my favorite thing to photograph-Garbage Cans from different locations!!! And btw unfortunately no Eric and according to my school being delayed there won't be one for some time...oh well I have done without so far, what's a little longer. See ya soon!

 

[Megan Amber]

Oh and Louisiana is a bit to the west and yup a touch further south.

 

[qwackers]

Will reply properly in a bit as we've got the home checkers coming in 2 hours eek. But just wanted to say that really sucks about uni/school. Did he say he may change his mind or ask what you thought? Thats such a bummer. I think you are awesome too I've been pleasantly surprised by your responses to my recent emails. I don't talk about it much to anyone as it is so out there really, it's a relief that you don't think it or I'm nuts! Anyway better carry on tidying groan. Talk later x x x

 

[qwackers]

Well all that for a 2 minute look at our garden! He said it was ok so that's good. But kitties won't be ready until thurs/fri/sat depending on when's best for us. The other lady I spoke to said they could ho today poop. Oh well. Was just as well we tidied as typically our landlady turned up too!

Somehow I missed your post with the bunny pics and have only just seen it! They are so cute! I can't believe how big they've grown! I'd have some bunnies off of you if we lived nearer! I'd love a giant bunny at some point.

Oh yeah and you were kind if right with me. In regards to you thinking I was older. Everyone calls me a young fogie. And a few people who are into the stuff above have said I'm a very wise old soul hehe. You come across that way too. And I also forgot to reply to your question of getting readings off of objects. Yeah I can. It's called psychometry. I haven't done that for a while either. Can you do it?

yeah I totally think our dodgy stomachs have something to do with it. Supposedly wearing yellow or having the relevant crystal around you helps, eating yellow things or just trying to 'see' how it's working can apparently help. It's funny though yellow is obv a colour I need around me but I hate yellow!
Haha I don't know what would happen if you shut one down. Maybe that part of your body would explode lol!

It's so cool you have an interest in all this stuff. I can't remember how we even got onto the subject! I really haven't spoken about it in so long.

You take pictures of garbage cans!? Why!? Like in an eco warrior omg look what these tools are throwing away kind if thing? Or Ou that's a pretty bin!? Btw I've not heard the abbreviation smfh before! That's funny the auto spell on my phone wanted to change smfh to amen! Ha!

Look forward to your photos! Ttfn!

 

[qwackers]

Just quickly I've noticed no.1 shaking a lit recently. Last night he was panting and shaking at the same time. I turned the fire down and sprinkled him with cold water and he was ok after that. When I've noticed the shaking its when he's just gone outside or in the bath or running around the floor. Could it be excitement? I know runners can get excitable and skittish..

 

[Megan Amber]

Will talk more later have a busy day ahead of me, but yeah I think it's just excitement, mine do that, some of the adults even do it still. The panting was because he was to hot. So all is well there!

And I made smfh up! Seemed there wasn't one.

 

[qwackers]

Phew. Ha well it's a good abbreviation. You need to make an abbreviation for abbreviation! Catch you later x

 

[Megan Amber]

Okay so I snuck into my room for a minute!

I know I think we were talking about religion and then ghosts and then....well here we are! I'm not to good at the object reading, my mom is, she barely touches things when we go to antique shops or anything. So yellow huh-well then I certainly won't wear yellow as it's not really a favorite color of mine either (isn't that something) but I guess if eating yellow things works,,,,look out bananas and vanilla pudding!

That's to bad about the kittens, these are going to be the longest days ever now! But that's funny there wasn't a real big inspection! They seriously only looked at your garden!! Wow! And yeah the bunnies grow so fast, had more born yesterday-these should be the last as I have removed the buck. Today actually we are going to take most of the rabbits to there new home. I found a guy that wants to raise them, not take them to the auction so I have no problem giving them to him for free.

Garbage cans yes, i don't have a real big collection but I was thinking about how they never get there picture taken! Didn't want them to feel left out! Haha!

Btw I might go back and edit some things out of our previous convo's, Primarily the ones where I explained to you what happened. I don't want just anyone to know and i have gotten some p.m's form various people so if you see it, don't take it personally! Gotta run again! Bye!