So I bought 2 young chicks from a shop like 3 days ago they were green and pink then I made a box and put them in there and put food and water they started eating and drinking and running around then they kept like walking on food then water and making the water disgusting with food and making the food with water and then the other day nothing crazy they all pooped around and i had to get another box and i put them in it and put the food and water again then I was holding the green chick the first time to see if i can like pet her then she fell from like 2-3 meters and then she started crawling a bit then got back up again then i put her back in the box and I pet her to make her feel better then i grabbed the other one played with her then I grabbed the green one again and she fell from me again about this time 4 meters then she started crawling again then got back up then I put them in the box and they were healthy and walking good then the other day
I found out the green is laying on the box not moving then i picked it up put it in a small private area and tried to see whats the problem then she kept moving her mouth and after like 1 hour she did weird sounds and then I ran fast to see whats happening and she was pushing her legs for no reason then died after the weird sounds ;_; And until now everytime I remember her I straight cry feeling like she has been with me for like 1 year and I cant get over it
Please how I get over it? I keep blaming my self and crying
I know its a big message but please help me
Also the other chick keep making loud annoying voice everytime

Please how I get over it? I keep blaming my self and crying
I know its a big message but please help me
Also the other chick keep making loud annoying voice everytime