Oh, I love that cartoon---how appropriate!
So, up to 150 today. I apparently decided to stress myself about when the biopsy is going to be in relation to when I go home and had kinda decided I could suck it up and do the biopsy without the conscious sedation, just with the Ativan and Morphine at the bedside. I said something about them needing to be generous with the Ativan, that's when I was told they're no longer allowed to give both meds, I'd have to pick one. That could be a deal breaker right there--I mean, I had a seriously bad experience last year and just the idea of having this done while I'm awake stresses me out. I'm not normally an anxious person, but this does it to me. So, had to have another little talk with Jesus about who is in charge of this. Sometimes I think He wants to
me upside the head for not trusting Him, He's proven over and over I'm not in charge.
On another good chicken note (cause this is byc, after all
) my solitary surviving cuckoo Marans is laying, and a dark brown egg! She's a hatchery bird, so I was a little apprehensive about how dark the egg would be, but it's dark enough my non-chicken honey noticed it. My son's supposed to take a pic and send it to me, all I've got so far is "it's not like dark chocolate, more like your leather boots"......works for me! She's in with my splash Ameraucana cockerel, so I should be getting blue sex linked Olive eggers this year, as long as nothing happens to her. I started with 4 or 5 of them and just lost them over a period of months to various things, so here's hoping she stays healthy and productive!