My leukemia's back.

[bruceha2000]

You get TWO minutes extra tomorrow! We get less than one second extra

 

[getaclue]

Merry Christmas, to everyone.

 

[Cynthia12]

Supposed to get snow Tuesday night and Christmas Day..a mix. ....Had family Christmas party today. Got to see Santa! My sister Lisa and me.

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[bobbi-j]

Supposed to get snow Tuesday night and Christmas Day..a mix. ....Had family Christmas party today. Got to see Santa! My sister Lisa and me. View attachment 1986121. View attachment 1986128 View attachment 1986126

Sweet pictures!

 

[ronott1]

Supposed to get snow Tuesday night and Christmas Day..a mix. ....Had family Christmas party today. Got to see Santa! My sister Lisa and me. View attachment 1986121. View attachment 1986128 View attachment 1986126

Very nice!

It is good to enjoy them too

 

[LittleLakePhil]

Im on Facebook now.... and need to hear from as many of my friends as I can ... I'm trying to get back to BYC as well.
But I cant even take care of myself.... but I'm trying... trying so hard.
But if anyone wants im there and I'd like you to find me there as well.
I never wanted a Facebook account but it became necessary.... now it's my lifeline.
Last night was the hardest night of my life....I almost gave in to the grief.
Philip Cannon

 

[getaclue]

Phil, are any of those kids, that were ticking you off, still there with you? I know they make you angry, but sometimes it puts a bit of fire in the belly, and gives a break from the grief. Maybe a trip to stay with one of them, or with a friend, for a couple weeks, would benefit you. I know that doesn't exactly sound like something you even want to do right now, but seriously consider it. Having people around, even annoying ones, can help get you through the toughest time in the grief process. Due to the holidays, it's even more important to consider having people around you.

 

[Cynthia12]

I posted all of those nice photos of the Christmas party, then this. .......


Ended up in the ER room for myself last night. Chest pain, neck, jaw, left arm. I've had to go in before for this.. through the past few years. They can't explain it, but said to come in when it happens, just to be on the safe side. Blood work came back fine. X-ray too. I know stress plays a big part when this happens. I had that melt down last week. Go for a follow up with my Dr. on Thursday. Thinking he may up my celexa. Want ..another stress test since it's been a while. Thinking I may need it. I'm worrying so much over my husband. Wish I could be as calm as I've been able to be for other things in the past. This is the hardest thing ever though. ... Not to take away from you Phil. Ok..see your name, looking you up Phil.

 

[Cynthia12]

So many Phil Cannons..what photo?

 

[wyoDreamer]

@LittleLakePhil You may need to focus on one day at a time for awhile. Your new reality will take time to get used to. Get up in the morning and get dressed. Do something every day - even if it is just take a walk.
Wish I had words of wisdom that would make everything right for you.