My mom is dying *She's gone now **update*

Will keep you in my prayers all night, Sweetie.
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OMG I just read all of this and Im sobbing.
Im soo soo sorry. You and your family are in my prayers. I cant even imagine what you are going through.

Hope you have some good news for your 1000th post.
 
No no good news. I think her kidneys completely shut down she has not gone to the bathroom since around noon yesterday even then it was all blood clots. She just has her eyes open all the time and moans, it is just this awful blank stare. We had a bad episode and I started to cry and it snapped her out of it and she was like "she said to call an ambulance" over and over again. I do not know who the she was cause I was the only one there. I just wish this will all be over with soon, I cannot take anymore, I kept telling her it is ok to go and I will take care of dad and not to worry. OF course there is not so much of a blink but I hope she hears me and justs lets go. I saw some tears today on her and I wiped them away and she just let out a big sigh. She also no longer responds to me rubbing her feet or putting lotion on her either.
 
As hard as this is for you now, believe me, you will be so grateful for spending this time with her.

I lost my father to prostate cancer in 2006(it metastasized to his spine). I watched my vital, healthy father end up in a wheelchair for the last 3 1/2 months of his life. I lost my job and almost lost my marriage because I made a conscious decision to move 800 miles away to be with him at the end of his life.

I learned more about courage and dignity in those 3 months than in all of my 40 plus years combined. I also learned things about my father that he had never shared with us in the past.

You are being truly selfless-you are a good daughter.

God bless you and your family as you walk this incredibly difficult, lonely path.
 

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