Oh, Luna. I am so, so sorry. Pearl was such a special and sweet girl. Losing her must leave a big empty place in your heart. Thank goodness you were able to be with her at the very end so that she felt your love to the last. How sad if she had been alone instead of with her Mom. You gave her a wonderful home and a very happy life and she returned your care with her affection. You had a true bond with Pearl and she will always be with you when you remember the funny things she did and the smiles she gave to you and to all of us who have enjoyed hearing about her. Try to remember that she is not suffering or hurting now, but somewhere is happy and contented and appreciative of all your love. Maybe your pain will be less since you know that you are the one hurting and Pearl is happy, although apart from you for now. You have the love and support of all your "chicken friends" here who do understand how very attached one can become to a special dear like Pearl. We care for you and hope you will be able to keep your wonderful memories of Pearl and gradually lose the sadness you are feeling now. Big hugs to you!! Debby