Don't feel that way. All turkeys are sweet, fortunately many are sweeter on your holiday table than as pets. Not all of them want hugs. People think I am kidding but the easiest way to get over the fear and guilt of raising turkeys for meat is to have more than you can house or feed. Hopefully you learn your lesson the first year but at very least you get a better perspective on how special these birds are even with their intended purpose.