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Thor was such a huge part of your life, and in the lives of your girls. He was protector, mate, companion and friend to them as well. It's perfectly understandable to me that Thor's sudden departure would leave such a huge void in your life and the lives of the girls. And big holes like that take a painfully long time to fill. Some holes in life are never filled, so special was the departed loved one.
Sometimes I wonder if memories are such a good thing after all. There have been occasions where I wish I could just shut my memories off. Remembering and thinking about the ones I've lost is just so painful, I'd give anything to take a vacation from those memories. But as sure as the sun will come up tomorrow, I do eventually get to the point where the memories are among my most precious possessions. In quiet moments, I pull them out one by one, and savor the love and happiness that is associated with each.
I hope the transition time between wanting to escape the memories, and savoring them, is as brief as possible for you Cetawin, as well as for your lovely little ladies.
I so wish I could have met him. Such a beautiful boy, both inside and out!