some day I just hope to meet him on my terms. Hey may have a plan for me and mine, but that doesn't mean I have to like it, or agree with it. Humans are willful beings made in his image. Hopefully he takes that to heart in moments like earlier when I was absolutely black with rage.
absolutly. That is why we have Grace!!!! I question, get bad, and talk back to him. It is a parent/child relationship. You love your chidlren no matter what, and I know that is the way with God but even more so. If you can't talk to Him about this, who can you talk to?
Remember Job in the Bible, he went through Hell, and talked back, complained, moaned, but he kept talking. God saw him through his hell, and rewarded his loyalty greatly.
It is ok to be mad, I would be. No doubt. Question, just talk to him about it.
May I recommend a book? The Shack, they sell it in Walmart. Great book, might help in your time of need. It is fiction but oh so wonderful
Quote:
some day I just hope to meet him on my terms. Hey may have a plan for me and mine, but that doesn't mean I have to like it, or agree with it. Humans are willful beings made in his image. Hopefully he takes that to heart in moments like earlier when I was absolutely black with rage.