oh I'm sorry corny! :-( I know how you feel after all my losses the past day. And I agree, I think what made the two the hardest today was the fact that I worked on them and held hope for them, and then they died anyway despite my best efforts... :-( HUGS, I feel for you!
You can see my 8 that lived though on my video stream (at least until I go to bed and turn out the light LOL) and they are doing a good job making me happy, making me laugh and taking the sorrow away!