Robin, I'm so sorry about Traveler!
Do you feel the way that I do, that sometimes it seems like they wait until they know they're safe in your arms to let go? I know that my place in Heaven won't be a golden mansion, but green fields full of beloved dogs and chickens.
Big hugs, girl. At least you're among people who understand your pain.
yes, i have had many that have done this, like they waited, never gets easier