I am almost 20 years old and attending a community college. Tommorow I am going to visit someone and see if their place is a nice home for my chickens... I need to find them a new home because I sadly have not been caring for them as much as they deserve and I my have to find a new home myself. My mother is a recovering alcholic and the past year with her has been really stressfull and my brother is autistic and often yells at me and stresses me out at times. I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety and see a doctor every 3 weeks about this and am on medication for this as well. I do not have a job and am having a hard time finding one in the medium sized town I live in. I hate college and have always hated school for some reason and never really was good at it, but everyone is always pushing for me to have a college degree, but I want to drop it... my grades are horrible and I do not really care about college. I met someone over the internet who is now my boyfriend and I visit him once a week since he lives 45 min away from me, and he has offered me that I can stay at his house since I am so stressed out here at times. I love him very much and he says he loves me. there are more job oppertunitys where he lives and even a college there and I want to move there soooo much, but I dont know if it is the right thing.... right now I am living off my parents health insurance and because of the pills I have to take, it would be expensive if I had to pay for pills with out it. It is just really complicated. I guess I just wanted to vent, but I kinda want to know what you guys think since I am stuck at this point.