I am sooo touched, you have no idea. Ya'll don't have to send me a gift card. You've already given the gift I needed most just with your words in this post.
I have been an emotional wreck these past 2 weeks. It hit me again and hit me HARD. I've been trying to hide it because everyone around me thinks I've been doing better, except my hubby who worries about me terribly. So rather than worry everyone I've been sneaking around crying when no one is watching. And overreacting often to simple things people say to me.
I've had a really good cry over this thread, 2 of them actually since I read it last night too. And I feel/felt sooo supported. And that's what I really needed. Life isn't normal for me but I haven't been forgotten. Thank you so much!!
Ed, I hope you haven't send that gift card yet.
I really really want it to go to someone who lost their chickens. And when I talk to Cassie about it this afternoon I know she will, too.
No one should feel that kind of loneliness. We've been blessed with 12 healthy chicks in the basement, and chickens we love in the coop. If Fudgie were closer I'd give her some silkie chicks for Amber. I have more eggs in the bator, much to my loving husband's dismay...