PoppyChicken, SCM, LittleLady98, Ec_Prokta, and Chickenrandomness' Chat Thread!!!

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*Undertaker voice* Hmm~ Ehhh~ I do believe I am going to change my username~

Ehhh~ I believe I will bring back TechnoCat~ Ahhh, yeeeesssss, I will be TechnoCat again~
 
My spirit. It has been crushed. I don't know how much longer I can take it. How much longer I can bear it. How much longer I can take it. Stand it. Stand them. Take their brunt, watch them snicker behind the innocent ones back. Watch them grin when they see another's pain. It is no one on BYC's fault. It is people at my school. (be prepared for my big dump here.) And I cannot forgive them now. Why in the world did I give them a second chance? Prussia, I don't even know.

I thought we were better than this. I thought it was all over. I thought it was all cool again.
Of course I was wrong. I had. to. be. so. horribly. wrong.
It's echoing in my brain. It echoes. And it is driving me mad. Wrong. Wrong. WRONG. Wrong is everywhere. And it is really echoing. Echoing like the wreched sound of those dying church bells I hear every morning. Echoing like every single monotoned voice I hear every single morning, repeating the morning prayer I refuse to let pass my lips. And it's haunting. I hate it. I want things to be like those times when I was so little, so so little, and no one talked about anyone. No one was aware of themselves. And what their actions could do.
Every single girl in my grade. They think that words can't hurt anyone. So they talk about everyone in my school. Start some drama. Just because they think it doesn't hurt. Teachers. Fellow students. They talk about it all. I have been the center of their drama. And of course, this has been going on for awhile now, and NO ONE BOTHERED TO TELL ME. No one stood up for me. No one dared to defend me, for the sake of my spirit.
I have to return to them every day. Have to put on a brave face, and face their stares. It used to not bother me. But now...

This has been happening for 4+ years now. I'm sick of them... I'm tired of having to burden my friends (that I can hopefully trust not to join in the gossip) with my emotion dump. I'm tired of having to carry another weight on my shoulders. I know I act like it doesn't bother me. But I'm so much more aware now. I feel so vulnerable to the world. I don't know anymore. But I can't forgive them. This is why I refuse to venture too far out of my tiny circle of people to turn to. Because this always happens.

... I'm done. Sorry. I... kinda needed it.
 
Okay. Now that my vent of yesterday is over with...

Finished all the Madoka Magica mangas, and holy crap Kyubey. He's. So. Freaking. EVIL!!! Even eviller in the manga than the anime. LOOK AT THE EVIL. LOOK AT IT.

He goes from this:
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To this evilness:

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KILL IT WITH FIRE!!!!!!!! WITH FIRE!!!!!!!!!

:3

But seriously. LOOK AT THE EVIL.
 
GOD, WINRAR. Was it seriously THAT HARD TO RE-UNCOMPRESS MY SHIMEJI FILES? GOD.

Awwwwhhh. I only have 11 days left to buy a license, according to Winrar. I'm guessing that means I only have 11 days left on my Winrar trial. *sadface* and Poppy hasn't seen them in full effect yet. *bummed*
 
TechnoCat said:
Okay. Now that my vent of yesterday is over with...

Finished all the Madoka Magica mangas, and holy crap Kyubey. He's. So. Freaking. EVIL!!! Even eviller in the manga than the anime. LOOK AT THE EVIL. LOOK AT IT.

He goes from this:
images


To this evilness:

tumblr_lzu16zdOgA1qiw26m.jpg


KILL IT WITH FIRE!!!!!!!! WITH FIRE!!!!!!!!!

:3

But seriously. LOOK AT THE EVIL.
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He's cute ;3
 
TechnoCat said:
GOD, WINRAR. Was it seriously THAT HARD TO RE-UNCOMPRESS MY SHIMEJI FILES? GOD.

Awwwwhhh. I only have 11 days left to buy a license, according to Winrar. I'm guessing that means I only have 11 days left on my Winrar trial. *sadface* and Poppy hasn't seen them in full effect yet. *bummed*
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