I feel like I'm existing purely on prayer, and the love of my remaining family.
I thought I was doing better today but all the sudden got totally overwhelmed again. Weirdly, it's easier to deal with at home. We're all in shell shock there and trying to re-build normal. At work, all is normal and I'm in this all by myself. I thought getting back to work would help me, but so far it is NOT.
The middle school counselor called me this morning and I felt such panic. She hurried to assure me everything was okay, she was just touching bases, but OMG. I feel like I'm right on the edge of shattering sometimes.
dun chick, I'm sorry you've had to go through what my daughter is going through. I can't believe she's an only child now. I want my Kerry-girl back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I do love this site, and all the support. Venting here is helping me not drive my hubby insane.