LauraBrown
Crowing
Hello again, please pray for my family and I as we travel from NY to SC to FL to TN. Thanks![]()
I'll keep y'all in my prayers

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Hello again, please pray for my family and I as we travel from NY to SC to FL to TN. Thanks![]()
It's an amazing journey!My journey has just begun![]()
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I think my journey probably wasn't so long because I knew God before...I just had to know Him for myself...not from someone else cramming it down my throat lol! And I had NO IDEA what the world was all about as sheltered as my Brethren upbringing was. But I was a very curious child and had to learn it by experience...
God is a little different to a preachers kid...we grew up having to be perfect...having to have an outward 'face' so that we didn't shame our parents. And when you hit your teens running, the whole church shuns you because you 'should' know better, after all, you've been reciting all the verses your whole life, right? You're supposed to be part of the ministry from a child...a lot is expected of you...and being the oldest I had a double whammy going on there. I just gave up and ran away from God. Wanted nothing to do with Him and His expectations that i could never reach.
But He brought me back...not very gently...but He did. After I got mixed up in some deep occultist ways. That was scary, but the moment I was too terrified to do anything else...I got on my knees and repented and begged Him to save me. (I will not even go into what from, but it was really deep and dark) And He did, instantly! The shadows were removed, the demons stepped back, and I could see Him oh so very clearly then. In a way that I will never ever ever be able to deny there is a God and He saves us.
My journey has just begun![]()
I was curious about that; if being raised in that environment helps a child grow in the spirit... I would venture to guess it all depends on our hearts, not what we actually "know". I was baptized as an ingant and did the whole "catechism" and confirmation things, but I didn't have s clue. I just did that to make my mom happy. I took it for granted and never realized how hard I made it for myself. I blamed God, when it was all me. I chose to do this... Looking for treasure, pleasure, feeling good, or getting filthy in a pit that might become my grave?
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