*Sigh*
With all the disgusting GMO corn being pumped into these frankenbird broilers and the factory farm processing of chickens and washing them in ammonia before selling them, I decided there is no way I can feed that garbage to my kids.
So I sucked it up and after many, many years of being vegetarian I bought my family some meat birds. I couldn't wait the full 8 months to a year for heritage breeds, but didn't want the cornish cross freakish birds either, so we went with Freedom Rangers. They are so beautiful and unfortunately a lot of them have more personality than our "pet" chickens we raised from chicks for eggs.
They only have a few weeks left until they meet their demise, and I am having overwhelming anxiety about it. I mean, I always knew we were getting them for meat. And I know it's what is best. But it just sucks. A lot! I guess I never really thought about how hard it was going to be, and I really don't know how I can go through with this!