Kassaundra & JaJean--
Thank you both for all the great info!
I still have a few weeks to go, but trying to get it all planned out.
I am hoping it goes smoother than I envision it in my mind!
I probably didn't cut as deep as I could of on my culling, I was so scared.
The sock is a great tip too!
I just keep telling myself in their short little lives my birds had a wonderful life. They ate fresh green grass and caught live bugs. They scratched the earth beneath their toes and sprawled out beneath the sun. And they will give their lives for the nourishment of my children who loved them & played with them & fed them treats. As horrible as it is to have to let them go, at least I know we aren't supporting another factory farm chicken that's being tortured, living in filth, never once seeing daylight.
I remember feeling the same way you do about the actual killing. When I took a poultry processing class, the instructor talked about all the methods people have listed here. He stated that we would be using cones and cutting carotids on both sides of the neck. I had my proverbial eureka moment when he said, "have you ever cut yourself really badly with something very sharp, and didn't even notice until the blood had spread until you could see it?" That is the goal when you are slicing the sides of the neck. If the knife is sharp enough the chicken barely feels it. If you cut BOTH sides, the bleed will occur fairly quickly and the bird will lose consciousness pretty fast. If the bird is unconscious, it doesn't feel the pain when dying.
The throes will happen after death occurs, no matter which method you use. Some methods yield less thrashing, but it occurs after death, so it doesn't mean the bird is suffering.
My husband had to dispatch our first very aggressive rooster. He tried wringing the neck. It was gruesome. With that same bird after the neck wring didn't work, he had to use the hatchet. THAT wasn't as quick as he wanted either.
You are going to make a mistake the first time. It's ok. Expect it, embrace it, and learn from it. Even if you competely botch the first few kills, either way the bird has had a better life and death. I also feel that if I am eating an animal and it has died to feed me, the LEAST I can do is subject myself to a little bit of discomfort to show respect and thanks.
I personally feel that the cone and cutting the carotids are the best way for me. The bird is restrained and unconscious before it really knows what's going on. Good luck, and please report back.