Just look at what you all did. Look at all those posts. Thank you all so much. It has been a hard day, but the deed is done. I procrastinated until everyone was asleep and went and got him. I took my nuwave cooker outside and that's how I heated the water. It took an hour and a half and my husband helped me except for killing him. I had to do that, and it took longer for him to die than I thought it would. That part was the worst and I made a mistake, but it just affected me, not my rooster and I don't want to talk about that. I couldn't bear to have him hanging by his feet, so I held his wings and lifted him a little. Made me feel better anyway. After he died, I just kept telling myself that I couldn't waste him now.
Earlier today my breeder rooster chased him all over the yard and when he caught him he wailed the heck out of his neck and shoulders...and when he was done, the hens pecked him too. Poor thing had bruises all over his shoulders and the back of his neck. That made me very upset to see the bruises.
I could not have done this without all you 'guys' support and comments. I could not get that kind of help anywhere I mentioned processing a chicken. Everyone avoided the subject or made me feel bad. He's in the fridge now in a bag, but I'm not quite sure what to do with him. Do I leave him for 4 or 5 days? He's about 4 1/2 months old. I do NOT want to freeze him. I have never had a fresh chicken before and I don't want to spoil it. He's about 3 1/2 lbs, maybe four. He looks NOTHING like a grocery store chicken.
He does look like food now. Kinda sad, but it's the reality of it.
Thank you.