I'm so sorry you're having to deal with this. I'm also going through this also and dawg has been helping me with questions I have and just talking about the situation. He's very knowledgable. He also said he would cull in my position but I just can't bring myself to do that. So I'm on the hunt for Sulmet in the stores around here and I can't find it. Yet. Good luck with your situation. I hope everything gets better for you.