I can relate to what youre saying. Dh Finally brought home the trap and first i caught a possum. Shot it in the cage. Took two shots to the head. Next night i caught a coon. Which is what i wanted. I lost a turkey hen on a nest. Dh said he saw two coons running from the scene, so when i saw that big sucker in that cage i just remembered the awful sound of my poor sharon dying and it steeled me right up for the task. I keep my birds locked up pretty tight, the only times i loose any is when they stay out for one reason or another. That coon took three shots. The first was to be the top of the head, but it moved as i pulled the trigger. I set the trap again last night but didnt bait it cuz i need time to get over what i had to do. Its still hard to do. Raccoons were my favorite animal and i know they are just trying to survive. But so are my chickens. And im their protector. I cant just let them be killed. Especially after ive seen how they dont even Eat hardly any of the bird. I know i also have a fox around becuase ive lost two chickens during daylight. Too big for the hawks around here to carry off plus my goat made it bark a few nights ago. *sigh*. I Hate having to kill things. : (
I hope the coons stop coming for your chickens