Not an idiot, just a very hard heartbreaking way to learn something.Lost a duckling to eating pine shavings. I am sure of it. Like an idiot I had some of the smaller shavings and in a rush I topped off their dampened straw with some of the shavings and left for an appointment. The baby I lost had curled toes on one foot and although it was getting around ok, I was attempting to correct the toes and physical therapy etc. and I have a feeling he sat resting in the shavings and chowed down. I feel like an idiot.