Thank you for those links, I just read some of them myself again and just miss him so much. When I fed tonight he wasn't there telling the ladies where to go and they are so lost in that pen without him.
I'm so sorry...I hope that you are comforted by all the love here on BYC and around you at home. I've enjoyed reading posts about him and know that you have experienced quite a wonderful loving relationship with him.
God bless you and send you many angels of comfort.....