Matilda Belle
Crowing
Thanks @aart for the subject line. I've been thinking more and more about this, especially after recent events in my last thread. I hope it's okay to start a new thread.
Quick background. I grew up in the country. Not a farm. Just in the country. I have three siblings and we've never been really close, so most of my childhood was spent alone in the woods in my backyard. I have always loved and respected everything in nature and had such compassion for animals. My mom used to tell me a story of when I was young and I caught this frog. She said I'd dance with it and even kiss it. She said I loved it so much that it died. Poor thing. I've always loved animals, sometimes more than humans.
So recently I had to part with two roosters. I had too many for the space I have, and gave two away to a nice couple that intended on eating them. I made this decision quickly because I knew if I didn't I'd second guess myself, which is where I'm at right now. This was on Sunday, and I'm still extremely upset over this. I even question whether or not I have it in me to ever do that again. Hands down the most heartbreaking thing I've ever done so far when it comes to chickens. I love my roosters. This is what no one tells you about.
Tell me it gets better/easier?
Quick background. I grew up in the country. Not a farm. Just in the country. I have three siblings and we've never been really close, so most of my childhood was spent alone in the woods in my backyard. I have always loved and respected everything in nature and had such compassion for animals. My mom used to tell me a story of when I was young and I caught this frog. She said I'd dance with it and even kiss it. She said I loved it so much that it died. Poor thing. I've always loved animals, sometimes more than humans.
So recently I had to part with two roosters. I had too many for the space I have, and gave two away to a nice couple that intended on eating them. I made this decision quickly because I knew if I didn't I'd second guess myself, which is where I'm at right now. This was on Sunday, and I'm still extremely upset over this. I even question whether or not I have it in me to ever do that again. Hands down the most heartbreaking thing I've ever done so far when it comes to chickens. I love my roosters. This is what no one tells you about.
Tell me it gets better/easier?