It is not silly to cry over chickens. I have raised them for over five years, and have cried over every bird I lost. Death of animals is very hard, but it is a part of farming.I cried all day yesterday and I’m crying as I write this. It’s my first time raising chickens and I feel a little silly about it, but I can’t help but feel like I made the wrong choice, or that I could have done something more to save her. I never expected to get this attached to her, and it hurts bad.
I think you made the right choice to put her down.
I just had to put a pullet down because she had wry neck for over a month. I fed her through a dropper three times a day along with meds, and she kept getting worse. I do not regret my decision because I was keeping her alive in pain. She was a favorite chicken, and it is hard, but it was for the better.