I'm sorry you are facing this, but you will do fine. I have a daughter in law that battled cancer. She lost all her hair three days before her wedding. I don't know how she did it, she never missed a beat. She had two wigs ready, pulled one out of the closet and put it on and went to the rehersal dinner. The day of her wedding had to have been the hottest day we had all summer, she danced and danced and smiled all day. Individuals like my DIL and you give me courage to face my minor difficults in this world. Hang on tight friend, you will get through this and we will all talk to you, joke with you and sigh with you when needed.