I’m so sorry for your loss, that is so heartbreaking.I wanted to follow up as promised sorry I've been working a lot.. It’s Marek’s.Which leads me to my next question I would love opinions from anyone who could take a couple mins to respond.Is it ok to get new chicks if vaccinated? Im so worried I don’t want another animal to suffer. Im just so depressed losing like more than half of my flock. Im really struggling with the decision. What would you do? Would you do some heavy cleaning(again) of coops and brooders(obviously cant do much about land) and vaccinate day of hatch chicks? Or should I not?Hope to hear back from someone soon. I was waiting to place order for vaccine. Uploaded pic of email from Cornell for Necropsy results.
I can't even imagine.I want to say that vaccinated birds can be added, but I'm not entirely sure.
I have heard that some people with Mareks in their flock ended up culling, to prevent suffering, treated the entire area and let it sit, then got ducks instead. Ducks can't get Mareks disease, so are a safe option when going back into chickens. Maybe something you would like to consider.
Again, I'm so sorry. that is just awful. I've lost many birds, and pets this year unfortunately, and it never gets easier. I know for myself, for some reason I thought I would "get better" at loss. You never "get better" at it. It never gets easier to do, but from my own experience, I can promise that it does get better. Sometimes it feels like it will never get better, like you will be stuck in this trench of sadness forever. Sometimes it even feels like you should be stuck in. You don't deserve to, and you will get out of it. It does get better, day by day, minuet by minuet. Its just so hard.
Sometimes I did when I was dealing with lost this past year, if I felt like I was going to cry, and I didn't want to, I would start naming all the different types of chocolate. Its random, but I helped, sometimes it made me laugh.
I'm so sorry your going through this, know that you did everything you could. You did more than so many would have done. Your a fantastic chicken owner, this is not your fault, and you will get through this. Remember that. Sending big hugs your way, I know how it feels.If you need a vent, or to type, I'm here. I've been though it, so I'm happy to help however I can.
Which leads me to my next question I would love opinions from anyone who could take a couple mins to respond.Is it ok to get new chicks if vaccinated? Im so worried I don’t want another animal to suffer. Im just so depressed losing like more than half of my flock. Im really struggling with the decision. What would you do? Would you do some heavy cleaning(again) of coops and brooders(obviously cant do much about land) and vaccinate day of hatch chicks? Or should I not?Hope to hear back from someone soon. I was waiting to place order for vaccine. Uploaded pic of email from Cornell for Necropsy results.
Really great article.
Im cracking up over the chocolate. Watch ill be at work tomorrow and start naming chocolate when I feel the tears coming over me. Ive been working a lot tending to remaining chickens decorated their coops for them and made memorial garden and me and my family let balloons go for them. Anything to make time pass. The kids brought it up about balloons but honestly it helped us adults too. I really appreciate it! I feel so alone and sad. So it means a lot to me.
I have seen necropsys on here and think I will eventually get to a place I could perform one once loss slows down. I had to remind myself of my Duccle that passed that they performed necropsy on that they will send me her ashes back to be laid to rest with rest of her flock members and her first baby hatch that passed too.Shed want to get answers for rest of her flock mates.
They’re must kinder to me than some of my own friends, just the best little buggers. They’re so intelligent, it is so sweet how they do that. It’s quite incredible.