Cyn,   I am so sorry you are going through this.  GOLDEN YEARS, my foot.   This yr. almost killed me.  Tooth infection and meds for two months=my diabetes completely out of control=mental cloud =more diabetic issues. Heart problems etc.  Screamming!!!!!!!!!!!!  Now with a new Dr. my diabetes is actually under control.  Whew!  That was a bad year. I am coming out of the cloud and the cardiovascualr spasms seem to be under control again.  Now with 9 older hens left I want to add a few good layers.  My kitty of 15 yrs. died and I still look for her but feel like I am just not able to take on the respondsibility at this time.  So yes I can feel for you and your hubby.  Hopefully this year will be better. Be careful our clay soil in the mtns is slick. How is my naked lady that I hugged when there? She was so sweet.
	
		
			
		
		
	
				
			
	
	