Cyn, I am so sorry you are going through this. GOLDEN YEARS, my foot. This yr. almost killed me. Tooth infection and meds for two months=my diabetes completely out of control=mental cloud =more diabetic issues. Heart problems etc. Screamming!!!!!!!!!!!! Now with a new Dr. my diabetes is actually under control. Whew! That was a bad year. I am coming out of the cloud and the cardiovascualr spasms seem to be under control again. Now with 9 older hens left I want to add a few good layers. My kitty of 15 yrs. died and I still look for her but feel like I am just not able to take on the respondsibility at this time. So yes I can feel for you and your hubby. Hopefully this year will be better. Be careful our clay soil in the mtns is slick. How is my naked lady that I hugged when there? She was so sweet.