Today, I'm tired. I'm not just physically tired, but a little mentally blah as well. Been rather stressful lately. My BIL is in the last stages of COPD, now in the hospital because he fell and was there for two hours. He is supposed to be in hospice care, but they refused to come, said what did it matter that he was on the floor when my SIL called them (she was at work, so was the other sister, we live 2 hours from there). So, they said call an ambulance, which they are not supposed to do, had to take him off hospice or the hospital refused to treat him. He had a possible blood clot, etc, etc. He acts like he's owed something by his siblings, been babied and fussed over all his screw-up life so no one is happy with him, but he is dying so it's difficult. Enough of that. He has to go into a nursing home and WE, the siblings, will have to foot the bill for a few months until the VA will take over, whatever part his disability money doesn't cover. His daughter is an RN, no family, lives in SC and refuses to have anything to do with him. Ok, enough family drama on that front.
DH had an MRI of his knee done, has to go have that interpreted in a few days. But, he's not feeling good, very tired all the time, not feeling the love with the chickens, but he does the chores with me and gets out of the barn as fast as he can. In all truth, lately, I'm not feeling so thrilled with the work there, either. All the other stuff is dragging me down. The property is a jungle, cannot run the equipment to do the work myself, DH won't hire anyone to help because the days of hiring ambitious teenagers (oxymoron there?) to do it are over and everyone wants to be paid engineer's wages for yardwork. I am finding myself wishing for much smaller numbers and I don' t have all that many as it is, less than 40 birds. I need the oldsters to go ahead and pass on, to tell the truth. I hate to say that, but it's true. If I had just Hector's group and Bash's group, it would be enough.
Hector was being a bit of a butthead today. He ran up to me, looked like he was sort of braced to launch himself upwards, neck down, but head cocked up looking at me, like he was about to attack me. I just told him to cut out that @#%$ and I fast-walked him away, fussing at him the whole time. He's so full of energy in the morning. He does the same thing if I pick up Thea, who loves to be held, like he's jealous. He doesn't actually
do anything, but it bugs me.
I have been thinking of how to simplify a few things around here. I have 5 BR chicks, 3 from Jill and Hector and 1 from Dru, 1 from Wynette, though no idea of which is which. Of those 5, there are 2 pullets and 2 cockerels and the 5th is leaning toward cockerel, but not sure yet. So, that would be 2/3 split. I was going to keep one or two pullets for Hector but I may,
may, mind you, keep a cockerel and both pullets and sell Hector with Jill, Lizzie and Tessa. This is all being mulled around in my head right now. We'll wait and see how the boys turn out in the group, of course, because if they suck, no need to sell off Hector, be better to sell the boys and give him the new pullets. I would then put Thea in with the rooster-free layer group, let Atlas head up the other layer group (though they are mostly older unless I move Rowena and Wendy in with him to sub for Lizzie and Tessa).
It might look like this (but I'll probably chicken out, no pun intended).
Atlas w/ main layer flock
Ida, Wynette, Dru, Gloria Jean, Rowena, Wendy
Bash's Brahma group
B.J., Brandy, Betsy, Bonnie, Bailey, Cora
Layers w/o rooster
June, Georgie, Maretta, Neela, Alice, Dusty, Zara, Athena, Thea
Old Hens
Snow, Amanda, Tiny, Gypsy, Emily, Panda
Bantams
Aubrey, Spike, Aimee, Penny, Carly, Mina, Sissy
Sell Hector with Jill, Lizzie and Tessa as a breeding quad.
Barred Rock Chicks include 2 pullets and 3 cockerels (?), decision pending.
I asked DH if we could keep only one large fowl rooster, which one would it be-he didn't hesitate. He said "Atlas". Then, I asked if he could choose between keeping Hector or Bash only, which one then? He said "Probably Bash".