I understand but don't apologize. If you are going to raise chickens or any livestock for that matter you need to face death. It is just a reality. We as humans live much longer than our animals. It is what it is.I apologise for those who are sensitive about killing. It is hard to be realistic and flower coat what happens to the chicken on my plate. I am not being cruel or hard. I am being a responsible chicken lover. I love my chickens. I kill my chickens. I eat my chickens. It is in my chickens best interest for me to learn every thing I possibly can about them, including killing them. I have used the same method for killing for 30 years. I am always open to new ideas. If it makes sence I like to try. Sometimes even if it does not make sence I like to try. Chickens do not live forever. They have a really short life span. Planning for there death is as important as planning for there life. My chickens serve my purpose. I have them to lay eggs. If they stop, there is something wrong. I can pretend there is not, and keep feeding them. I can hope they will be ok, and keep feeding them. I can even get upset they stopped laying and keep feeding them. I can waite and hope they will start again, while I keep feeding them, or I can feed my family. They are my yard decorations and entertainment. I do not want to see a bald, limping, wheezing, scraggly chicken. i want healthy, vibrant, dirt flinging chickens.That is not going to happen with out killing.