Man, you must not be feeling good at all...health is every thing...when I feel bad I think of the people that will never feel good again...like both my parents felt who died of cancer. They hurt and knew it was never going to get better
Just a few things to add...
When my husband was hospitalized with pancreatic cancer, a very wise nurse told me "No matter HOW bad you think it is, trust me, it can ALWAYS be worse".
And if you're ever feeling sorry for yourself or down in the dumps, do something for somebody else... be of real service to someone or something besides yourself. It's impossible to feel bad when you have a servant's heart.