I knew we were kindred spirits, Bunny!
My mom said "horse" was my first word, or it seemed so! I read every book I could get my hands on and started collecting buckets, brushes, hoofpicks, etc. with birthday money while my parents were still telling me it was impossible for me to have one where we lived. When asked what did I want for Christmas or birthdays, the answer was always the same.
When I was seven, I began secretly riding my bike four miles to a boarding stable with a bag of newly bought carrots to feed and pet the horses there. After a few times, the owners would let me brush one or two and I thought I was in heaven. I got caught when mom started noticing all the carrots were gone the first Saturday after she bought them and made me fess up. I was told not to ride there alone anymore and I later realized that Dad didn't like the looks of the owners but he would take me some Saturday mornings and let me see the horses and feed them carrots.
When I was nearly 13, we began "going to look at" horses that were for sale and I was cautioned that we were going to look only and that boarding had not been worked out yet. We saw some terrible horses. The full spectrum from old, thin, and foundered, to unbroken two year old intact colts. Between New Years and my 14th birthday (Feb) Dad said we were going to Montgomery (2 1/2 hours from home) to look at a horse the following Saturday with a cousin I hadn't met. They pulled up to the house to pick us up in a duelly with a two horse trailer behind it! There is no way to describe the feeling I had except it would be like learning you had just won the lottery.
I met my first horse that day and we brought her home to the cousin's farm. She was a 13 year old registered App who was push button western pleasure and kid broke. She was the best horse in the world and I still miss her. Mom and Dad were great about spending the money to get what I needed for her but knew NOTHING about horses and everything was up to me at 13. I learned to pick hooves, groom, bathe, clean tack, clean stalls, haul hay, feed, medicate, give shots, order vet and farrier services. By the time I was 15, I moved her to the boarding stable I used to sneak off to and started showing and winning consistently. She was a great horse for my first one and I learned responsibility and stayed out of trouble throughout the teenage years because of her.
I've had them ever since and have done a little bit of everything. Training, breeding, raising foals, breaking, gaited, western, roping, team penning, steer wrestling, dressage, trail, jumping, you name it, I did it at some time or another!
SCG - the jams were okay. I suggest that you send the remainder of them to me for disposal and try again with another batch. Of course, I will need to sample that batch as well..........