The Society of Weird People

[peep peep peep]

Do you guys know what page number the list of things to keep you from going insane was on? It was by the person with the bunny with wings flying around the person. (Sorry I forgot your name)

 

[SilverDragon]

Look, not a single one of you live my precise life. In the few moments of time that I was gone, my mother just lectured me. She ended with, "You are such a disappointment to me." she points at my sister whom everyone loves. "You will never be as good as her," she says. My sister just sneers at me.

So all of you can just either give sympathy or please just leave me the heck alone. I'm leaving this thread, I guess. Bye.

You are right...I don't live your life. I live mine. And mine isn't cream and honey all the time. There was a time when I went to bed crying every night.
My mom has said the same thing about me...offering up my little brother as the perfect child. My brother and I hated each other.
She no longer does that because I treated her with kindness. I tried to see things from her perspective. I asked myself if getting back at my family was worth loosing whatever love they had for me.
But I was wrong...they loved me still no matter what they said. And I loved them no matter what I told myself.

That was four years ago...now, my brother and I are friends. We treat each other as much as possible with love and respect. My mother and father still yell sometimes, we all do, but we have all promised each other to try and work things out and lay down our offenses.
I was a mean, cruel, rude girl. I am ashamed, but not afraid, to admit it. I hope that I no longer am...
Trust me....I know how hard it is to hear something like that every day from your mom...I know what is is like to be run down and screamed at and treated like dirt. But self pity is not the answer...LOVE IS.
Love can kill any hateful thing. Believe me...I have experienced it.

I just want to encourage you, Chickenfan! I know what you are going through...no...not everything...but I can UNDERSTAND it. I hope, from one person to another, that you hear my heart in this.
With love and hugs,
L.

 

[Chickenfan4life]

I have lost the only people I thought cared about me, and with no one to love me, no one to hold me and shelter me and tell me I, too, not just my sister, am beautiful and smart and intelligent, all I want to do is die. So I can make it all go away.

And I don't know if I can keep going after today.

 

[peep peep peep]

I have lost the only people I thought cared about me, and with no one to love me, no one to hold me and shelter me and tell me I, too, not just my sister, am beautiful and smart and intelligent, all I want to do is die. So I can make it all go away.

And I don't know if I can keep going after today.

I may not be the best person at supporting but even when you feel you don't have anyone that likes you remember I will always be here for you. I feel the same way but with my brother sometimes. I know how you feel PM me anytime you can even pm me now. Just remember I care.

 

[SilverDragon]

I have lost the only people I thought cared about me, and with no one to love me, no one to hold me and shelter me and tell me I, too, not just my sister, am beautiful and smart and intelligent, all I want to do is die. So I can make it all go away.

And I don't know if I can keep going after today.

And what will death bring?
I do not know you. Perhaps I never will meet you...but I want to tell you that, even though I do not know you, you really are amazing. A beautiful work of God. You have talent that can shine as bright as any star!
I do not pity you...I only feel love and sorrow that you have to go through that. I just want to reach through the screen and give you a hug and tell you encouraging things. But since I can't, I can only say this:
Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. 1 Peter 4:8

 

[peep peep peep]

Hanna please listen to this song. www.youtube.com/watch?v=gn8FIFDgPXw‎ Remember you always have me and Jesus.....always.

 

[charnic44]

I have lost the only people I thought cared about me, and with no one to love me, no one to hold me and shelter me and tell me I, too, not just my sister, am beautiful and smart and intelligent, all I want to do is die. So I can make it all go away.

And I don't know if I can keep going after today.

Killing yourself isn't going to fix the problem. Talk to your family and tell them you are NOT a disappointment, even if they think you are. You will accomplish great things and you are one of God's children. You DESERVE to live and be appreciated and to be loved. Once again you are not a disappointment. Sorry if I seem rude, I have friends who have said they were going to kill themselves and I freaked out on them. I hate it when people say they want to kill themselves. You will be okay. Sorry if I seem like a jerk.

 

[peep peep peep]

I have felt like killing myself many times before but remember once it is done it is done. You can not go back. It is not worth it. If I lived near you I would come over to your house and be the best friend you have ever had. I thought I had no one but a dear friend reviled to me that even though I feel like no one even cares if I am alive that just because I can't see them doesn't mean they aren't there. We care for you dearly. I may not know you but I have had a horrible life too but I kept my head up and now I can see things are starting to get better. It will get better.

 

[NinjaRooster]

Well, this is cheerful.

 

[charnic44]

Well, this is cheerful.

Not exactly the time for sarcasm.