I'd rather not get depressed over some circumstance I have zero control over. I'll let the Drs do their job because I didn't even want to come in. If I didn't I could only imagine what would've happened.You're taking this really well considering your circumstances. Sending all kinds of good vibes, healing mojo, prayers, andhappy thoughts your way, you need a break!
I had a bunch of cute feathered leg ones that I wanted to keep, but the person asked for 20 chicks and I only had 10 so I had to give her the 10 that I was going to let grow out and see if any were pulletThe same often happens to me. Even when I intend to keep a few if I put the word out I get so many requests that I end up not keeping any, lol. I've learned to stay quiet until I have the babies I want or like right now, I have a broody hen that I will give some of the babies to and hers won't be available to the public until roosters are exposed.

I hope I get a broody this year because I would rather my chicken hatch them than me.
I do want to grab some of my ducks eggs when they start laying because I have a Muscovy and Pekin so if I crossed them they would become mules and they could never reproduce, which to me is awesome! All they would be able to do is lay eggs or be for meat and that's all I would want them for!