Well I'm here to get something off my chest
I miss my Mawmaw soo very bad and the worst partis that I have no "real" friend to talk about my feelings with
and then that just makes me feel like a even bigger looser and more depressed
because she was my best friend and the only one who really understood me and I just can't believe everything that hashappened in my life lately this time last year she was helping me plan my wedding
and now I know I have my hubby but he even mentioned how he was worried because I have no friends
but ugh the last friend I had was for 6 years and when my Mawmaw passed this "friend" wasn't even there for me
guess it just goes to show ya but ugh just can't sleep and I'm so very sad
and truly do wish I had friends
but o well I guess everything happens for a reason right ? Well thanks for letting me gripe








