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I just now was able to post because, before this, I would just cry to think about. Well, I still cried reading your post. It happen often- in fact, in college I took a women's health & history class, which statistically noted that 1/3 of all pregnancies ended in miscarriage, the majority of those with the woman not even knowing she was pregnant (within the first few weeks).
Scientifically, I am aware that the fetus is lost due to its genetic malformation but it is hard to convince the heart of such things...
Yeah its stll fresh for me as well. Little things make me cry, wich in turn makes me feel weak. I guess we can't be strong ALL the time. But unfortunately in my case, its not always malformation of the fetus. I'm cursed with Polycistic Ovarian Disease, screws up everything, from horemones, to matabolism. Treatment is imposibly expensive without medical, and the cure is simple, remove EVERYTHING... And I am just not ready to have everything removed. Though not being in debilitating pain every month and not having to face anymore losses is starting to look more and more welcoming. But I am just not ready. To loose that small 3% chance of having another, just feels like giving up or surender. And I am not ready for that yet. I'm almost 29, still somewhat young, I just can't bring myself to do it yet. I'll reassess my situation and feelings in about 4-5 years, but I gotta hold onto that chance.
Sorry to anyone who is uncomfortable with this conversation. BUT it is a harsh reality for some, and all a part of life.