I don't know if you remember about 1 1/2 years ago. Somebody else here ended up in a similar situation. I know it's not easy but ya gotta get a grip on the triggers.Hello Friends: I am two weeks behind. I had lots of Drama and Trauma at my home and I was sick....so I am insane behind. I lost my pomeranian (did I tell you this already?)...She was 14.5 and had congestive heart failure. She was having a hard time breathing and I decided to take her to the vet on a Monday morning. Went to work at 7, called the vet at 8:30, they told me to come right in. Got Sabyle....Took her into vet...Kim (front desk lady) went to put me straight into a room...I'm like "don't you want her weight?...she has lost a lot". As I bent over to put her on the scale....Sabyle went limp and quit breathing. I was rushed into a room. I told Dr. Denise that I think she is gone...Denise told me "not quite...but let's not make her wait any longer". She was my baby. It still hurts.
Well, the next day I went to work. I could not stop crying and all the recent stress came out. I ended up in the ER with an anxiety attack. I am now on medication to help minimize it. It was awful. but I am doing very well, but I miss my fuzzy baby.
I miss reading/talking with all of you...but just been too busy and trying to keep up with kids. Please know that I love and miss you all and I will be back this winter to chat.
