We Quit Cigarettes

So today’s my day. I planned on allowing myself one or two cigarettes today on my quit day, but I’m not so sure. Why drag it out a whole (almost) day and still be back at square 1 tomorrow when I could be on day 2?

I’ve been trying to figure out what I wanted to do for myself and I decided I’d get some geese. NO ONE TOLD ME THEY COST AN ARM AND A LEG!!!! Whattttttttttttt???????

do they ship better or something? How am I supposed to spend HUNDREDS of bucks on two geese and hope they both make it?!? Should I hatch? How hard is it to get eggs? am I going to fall in love with geese? Are they fine without a pond? I feel like I see a ton of barnyard geese with just a bucket to dip their bill.

hope you feel better today @Kiki
 
I'm pretty sure cottage cheese contains pus though, even though it isn't made directly from pus, as it's a dairy product, and milk contains on average over 1 million pus cells per spoonful.
You make me not want to eat anything 😂 my stomach turned reading this
 
So today’s my day. I planned on allowing myself one or two cigarettes today on my quit day, but I’m not so sure. Why drag it out a whole (almost) day and still be back at square 1 tomorrow when I could be on day 2?

I’ve been trying to figure out what I wanted to do for myself and I decided I’d get some geese. NO ONE TOLD ME THEY COST AN ARM AND A LEG!!!! Whattttttttttttt???????

do they ship better or something? How am I supposed to spend HUNDREDS of bucks on two geese and hope they both make it?!? Should I hatch? How hard is it to get eggs? am I going to fall in love with geese? Are they fine without a pond? I feel like I see a ton of barnyard geese with just a bucket to dip their bill.

hope you feel better today @Kiki
Im getting geese too I think. I'm not sure what kind yet though. I have until March to decide. They're $16 and sexed.
 
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:hugs Do NOT beat yourself up. It is an addiction. Removing it 100% SLAM has real side effects.


RIGHT!! Just like the commercial says! Slow turkey not slam dunk.



For real I have smoked for 30 years. I know those cravings very well. I think if you torture yourself it will make it harder.
Maybe counting what you USED to smoke then cut 30-50% out for 3-4 days then another 30-50% off that and repeat. Then the side effects wouldn't hit so hard.
Know this much , I have been off cigs twice. Once for 6 weeks doing well. I decided once when I had a car problem to smoke one. By the next day I was smoking again. Once I quit with my daughter inlaw as soon as she found out she was pregnant. I suffered but wanted to be done with them. She stayed off so did I. After the baby was born she admitted she just had to have a cig 1 time every night. I knew it was wrong but it just sounded so good. She gave me one. It tasted so horrible but nonetheless I had to have it. Next night the same. I felt it make my legs numb and head spin but needed it. A hurricane came about the next day and after it was over we had no lights for a few days. Several people were hanging out, I bummed cigs. Told myself my nerves needed just a few now and then better than I was. I finally just bought a pack when things got normal but promised myself: no cigs till after 12pm noon. After all I used to wake up and light up so, still I'm doing better. I think that lasted 1 day and I was right back on them. My daughter inlaw had already went back too and was hiding it. I think I should have left them alone and never started on the 1 cig . Something .
...because I have no courage to give them up again. A lot of it is mental but it's also physical. I do know once the commitment is made, like any other drug, you cant have just 1. Or it gets u back on them. Only the people who aren't addicted can do that.
 

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