Kiki, you can do it. I quit about 16 years ago. Even now, sometimes I want to stand in someone's smoke and breathe. Usually, it smells gross and I want to get away/ upwind, but there are days when it pulls me. The point is, you decided to quit because that's what YOU actually want. So keep on quitting. If you ever relapse, pick up where you were, and keep on quitting. Don't ever let yourself buy any tobacco and you'll be ahead of the game for your weak moments. Keep it up! Life's better without them!