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Early morning ride to Iron Mountain.
Guess it was a good thing... got me out of the house. Honestly at this point i think the only thing that will drag me out of this depression is to find a partner.... but i have to get better to be partner worthy.... is such a viscous cycle.
I am seeking therapist..... they are the first to admit that they can only do so much.
So i either get through it or i don't.... but most of you all have no idea how hard this is..... your imagination can only give you an idea.
So that's all i can say.... if i don't make it.... it won't be from lack of trying....i probably will though.... and that's the closest thing to being positive i can do for you all.... love ya....... Phil
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If it makes you guys feel better, I just glanced over at the thermometer and right now it's 2 here :p
We were well below zero this morning.
My cloth seats on my truck were rock hard for the longest time. I warmed up my truck for 1/2 hour.... didn't help to much.... but finally temps are climbing
 
Early morning ride to Iron Mountain.
Guess it was a good thing... got me out of the house. Honestly at this point i think the only thing that will drag me out of this depression is to find a partner.... but i have to get better to be partner worthy.... is such a viscous cycle.
I am seeking therapist..... they are the first to admit that they can only do so much.
So i either get through it or i don't.... but most of you all have no idea how hard this is..... your imagination can only give you an idea.
So that's all i can say.... if i don't make it.... it won't be from lack of trying....i probably will though.... and that's the closest thing to being positive i can do for you all.... love ya....... PhilView attachment 2007906
:hugs

Thanks for trying
 

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