MaeM
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- Dec 9, 2020
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I'm so sorry and really empathise with your situation. The important thing is for you to be in a safe space. It takes a lot at courage to leave an abusive relationship, as you already know. Leaving your chickens behind must be so hard. I can't imagine how terrible you feel. But you had no choice and mustn't feel guilty, your safety is paramount. Just know that things will get easier in time.
Do you have anyone who might take them in temporarily?
Yes, they are in a safe place now, it's just the fact that I'm away from them and I'm not personally taking care of them, especially the ones that aren't that healthy. I mean, one of them is underweight, I was treating her for parasites when I had to leave... And another one is chronically ill with a chicken version of asthma, plus a tendency to reproductive issues, and the person they're with has never given oral medication to a bird, much less a shot... I gave her an intensive course on how to take care of my chickens but it's just not the same.
Today I was able to visit them for a few minutes, and they all ran to me when they saw me... I thought they were hungry but their feeders were full. Were they looking for treats or do you think they miss their owners or just perceive that something's wrong? I wish I could explain to them that I'm not abandoning them.