I'm a country girl married to a city boy, living in the country. I have always raised animals for the freezer. As sole caretaker, they do become family, but they have always been part of the freezer plan. I've raised cows, lambs, rabbits, goats, chickens, quail. They have always been my job to care for and dispatch or make the phone call for when their time came. I don't enjoy dispatching my animals. But I try to make their time here as pleasant as possible and their deaths as quick as possible. I have spent time crying when I've finished *doing the deed*, but have always been thankful for both the food and the opportunity to raise it. I try to respect the animals life and what has been given by them to me and mine. I don't feel heartless. I don't feel cruel. Not many of my friends understand my country attitude, but that is understandable since most of them have never lived in the country. I always thought I was born in the wrong century. I believe in living as close to the land as possible with Garden, animals, compost, canning, dehydrating and even hunting.
My roos either go to the market, or become part of the food on our table.