Im so sorry your haveing a hard time that is never any fun. Hopefully youll have cute babies soon just put an old shirt on under a baggy one and stuff a chick or two down your shirt and snuggl them that always makes me feel better and the new ones love so much to be right next to your heart and cuddled
I have had as many as 5 serama babies in my shirt , with that kind of cuteness everything seems better.