I feel really horrible. Sick. My new hen died. I think she died of a broken heart, and it was my fault. She just sat down and wouldn't move today. I brought her inside to warm her up (it was cold) and she seemed to like the warm heater vent.
I took her back outside and she just sat on the ground not doing anything. I fenced in the Roo and put lots of treats around her. The other hens came up and ate the grain and I thought that if she was surrounded by that normal chicken behavior it might just trigger something. She just put her head down and slept. After an hour of this, I went over to her and picked her up and tried to get her to move, to walk, to do *something.* She just looked up at the sky and took her last breath.
I performed CPR. She just hated everything here.
My two hens weren't mean to her at all.
Please don't hate on me. I f*cked up big time and I'm feeling really awful. I'm never getting just one hen again. If she had a friend, maybe she would have been OK. If I'd have put her in a cage away from the others she might have been OK. If If If...
I've been crying off and on all day. I just feel so guilty that she died because of me.