It will be two weeks Sunday since I lost her and I am not handling it well at all. From 5:30 in the morning till roosting time she was in my hands being tended to or loved. Then at bedtime I slept with her every night on our loveseat in case she needed me. I don't know what to do with myself or my day. She was my day and my life revolved around her. I wouldn't have wanted it any other way. I needed her and I still do. I have never felt so empty and heartbroken in my life. Thank you for showing you care.