yeah, killing is hard, but it does get easier the more you do it. The hardest is killing a bird you raised for something other than meat...and killing ducks. I can kill all the meat animals we have, but the ducks are here till they die of natural causes...i just can't kill one of them

A little thing to keep in mind when doing meat animals is to think about where the meat comes thats on your table. Unless you buy from a local organic type farm, the meat comes from factory farms. Basically legal animal cruelty. Go and watch a few videos of the inside of factory farms, and you will either want to become vegan, or produce your own meat. Same is the case with laying hens and dairy cows...it's so sad. Their conditions is one of the reasons i decided to raise meat, milk, and eggs for my family. Not only is it healthier, but i don't want to support what they do to the animals. I love animals, and when i raise a meat animal, it is raised with care and love, and the they live their whole lives happily with me, to have one bad moment. It makes me happy to see my meat chickens running around, chasing bugs and rolling in dirt, and then think of the factory farm birds stepping on the dead ones, and it makes killing them a whole lot easier.
haha, sorry, i didn't mean to rant...i can be pretty passioniate about this kind of thing
I'm getting out of rabbits...we liked the meat, but rabbits really need more health care than we wanted give...their food was also expensive, and i just hate seeing them in cages...i'm a natural free range kinda person.

I am also keeping my 2 favorites as pets. So sorry your pet died, thats sad
I usually try organic kinda stuff, specially with the smaller animals. It can be a tough though. I do keep meds on hand to help my favorite ones if they natural ain't workin, and i take the dogs and goats to the vet.
What kind of dog do you have?
Well, even a garden and chickens is a great way to be more in touch with your food and where it comes from. Gardens are one of the most important parts on a homestead, and both garden and animals go hand in hand, because soil just isn't the same without some good ol' poop!